If you have forgotten the password for the account and you did not establish a backup account using an alternate email address, secret questions or a cell phone then you might not be able to recover your access to the account. If this is the case then you can try and contact Google for assistance but finding a direct customer service email or phone number can be challenging. Search the Gmail help knowledge base first - there may be something there that can help.

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